Hearts are funny things.

We sometimes want what is not to be. Why when logically I may know that it is not possible to have something that my heart can continue on that path? One part of my system tells me no and I have another telling me who cares. I hate that.

Trouble, confusion and sadness seem like the only thing gained. But I also know I learn from these situations, but that damn heart sometimes does not want to learn. Seems only the brain tries to evolve that way. The heart continues on its merry way, damn thing.

So one must find a way to slog about and find the medium ground, that be the trick. One I certainly do not have mastered. But I will keep trying.

Later...