Where did it all go?

Her voice washes over me as I sit here and wonder what happened? Where did it all go?

Weeks have changed everything. Life is muttled. The path is gray. A new day brings more confusion and sorrow. How did I become this person.

A whiner to all. When will it all feel okay again? When does the loss feel less painful. Regardless of the outcome loss of so much exists. Trust, respect and so much more. It was all washed away with words.

I hate them and I crave more of them.

Years invalidated by words. What is the known is shattered. The unknown stands haunting and laughing at me. I stand then crumple to the floor.

So much to live for but it seems so distant and far away. One can only hope for the future to bring anew.

Hope…odd, not even sure what I truly hope for anymore. Peace within me.