Empty or numb...?

What's the difference. One say nada, one says shock. Numb can be for various reasons.

Does it help not feeling, well at least it doesn't hurt. Unfortunately one needs to move forward through it all to get past it, hence one will move past numb back into reality.

Bummer.

A new life lies in the distance, what happens when you don't want a new life? What happens when you still cannot accept this one be dissolved into small bits? Where in lies the knowledge that we pick up in life? Where is the Truth? Where is everybody? It's awefully dark. May light shine soon.

Peace.