Thursday...

The morning is dark with the birds loudly letting me know it be another day on the rise. Rain where is it? Why does it seem to have just disappeared with so much in life? Changes, so many in what seems like such a short time.

Took decades to build what one has and took moments to destroy it. So much is wrapped up in ones life and to have it shattered seems extremely hard to put back together. Where does one go to start over in the middle of there life? Worse yet, is what if you don't really want to. Where do you find the momentum we once had?

How do you ever trust your own intuitions again...when they were so wrong for so long. Sadly many more questions then there are answers. In general life is like that, but it would be nice to have some of them answered. Not sure if they will be. And not sure if I care enough to try to get them answered.

Peace.