Clouds of the morning.

Gray and full of clouds. I went with the weather report this morning and ignored reality. Walked out the door with no coat waiting and hoping for that sun to shine through eventually.

I have brought a coat every day this week and ended up not putting it on once, hence I followed the weather report for the day and more than likely it will rain.

Live on the edge. Not something I do well. Sure footing was my usual path, but lately one is working on a new track or at least trying to. Where this takes me or leaves me at, one has no idea, but how far off from where I was can I go? Not like that path did me any good thus far, so what hell.

Middle ground will be found eventually and perhaps with that some type of consistent happiness can follow. Looking for even a sign post letting me know I have found a road. It seems I have lived my life by some set of rules that existed within but those rules have greatly let me down and now I need to find some new ones that are closer to reality of my current life. Letting go of something one has followed for so long seems tough and yet so simple.

Who knows where one will end up but in the end change is imperative for all, so wishing for the best is all one can do at this point. Looking for sunshine within the mix of rain.

Peace.