Saturday is here as is fall it seems. The time of rains, sun and gray all mixed together. A season filled with change it seems. Our trees and bushes will soon become thin and the cats seems to beef up and finally perhaps shed less.

Life continues. As the road moves whether we call them decisions or not they pull us along. The decision to make no decision is just as viable. More days filled with blanks than anything else. Even my gray drizzly days seems to have lost meaning for me. Obviously somewhere inside myself life is dark.

One searches for that inner light or knowledge and yet I fall short once again. A continual path circling and headed no where. The intrinsic value of life seems worthless. Perhaps someday it will reappear.