Bah...!
Filled with Nothing and everything. Life is so much sometimes I just want to not. Overwhelmed and tired. My body is resorting to stopping, not an option. So much to be done and all I want to do is sleep.
Leaning. Do we or can we lean to hard? How to get over the feeling of betrayal within my own mind. Trust, an important concept, why? Has the time come to once again go in? To become what ...and why?
Trying hard and feeling like one is only sinking further. Continue to where? Floating. Why do I feel so much has been wasted with no end in sight. Rambling.
Peace (one can only hope).
Leaning. Do we or can we lean to hard? How to get over the feeling of betrayal within my own mind. Trust, an important concept, why? Has the time come to once again go in? To become what ...and why?
Trying hard and feeling like one is only sinking further. Continue to where? Floating. Why do I feel so much has been wasted with no end in sight. Rambling.
Peace (one can only hope).
posted by E at 8:08 AM
2 Comments:
Hmmm...can we lean too hard? I have to say yes. When leaning turns into being so dependent on another that you push all of your desires aside for theirs...that's leaning in an unhealthy way. Leaning because you need support during a hard time...if the person you're leaning on keeps offering, you'd be silly to push them aside for some odd notion of doing everything on your own. Getting through things all by yourself doesn't make you strong, just alone.
One worries about leaning too much on another, but I think some people are better at being that support than others and that I am very thankful for.
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