Ramble forward
Another day occurs. What happened? I keep asking myself that and the answers don't arise. It seems life continues to play out even when one tries for a timeout. The importance of life seems to be dwindling with each day.
Stopping...not really a possible choice even when it is craved. Leaving behind my own creation of hell seems duly unfair to those left behind. Withdraw, the option of the past...
Future, where is it? What is it? Can it be worse? The unknown fills life in a time when one is not strong. I never thought my choices would leave me here but it has and now is time for me to gather the shattered pieces and bits to try and salvage what is left.
Peace.
Stopping...not really a possible choice even when it is craved. Leaving behind my own creation of hell seems duly unfair to those left behind. Withdraw, the option of the past...
Future, where is it? What is it? Can it be worse? The unknown fills life in a time when one is not strong. I never thought my choices would leave me here but it has and now is time for me to gather the shattered pieces and bits to try and salvage what is left.
Peace.
posted by E at 7:47 AM
2 Comments:
You are strong enough. Moving forward on surrounding yourself with a support system will soon give you the impetus you need to continue. Get out of the house, reconnect with old friends. This time of visitors should show you that you need more human interaction in your life.
Focusing on yourself and your future should be your top priority now. You are important enough to continue so don't give up. Look at Emory and keep that belief in your heart.
Strength is gone. No focus to be found...anger is spattered throughout.
Focus is blurry, Truth is covered. Heart be shattered.
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