Friday...grinch day.

Did I really volunteer this? Ug. Only good part is laughter and lots of it lies ahead. But first one more day of work...then Grinch and onto sleep.

Has it been a year...it has. One year...hell we did not even make the 3 month mark. When one goes back to look at it one spends 14 years to get somewhere, finally arrive and not last 3 months, deeply sad.

That sadness fills each and every day, but hopefully a little less will appear with time. One never knew a heart could still laugh when filled so full with tears. Amazingly enough it does, it be a splendid thing. It's ability to change and adjust to what is thrown at it. But unfortunately there are still so many moments filled with silent sadness.

One never knows where they will be in the future, but they hope to be in a certain place and it can be a shock to the system when one realizes they are not even close to that destination point.

Got a map...I am in need.

Peace.