8/31/2005

Wednesday

Arrives with no fanfare. A gray day, which will not include rain maybe next time.

Regret, not something I like to have and yet lately it haunts me each workday. Questioning my actions, comments and steps through a process that I actually thought would help. Naive is not something I view myself as. However I have had to rethink that view in certain respects. I gave trust into a person and system I obviously know nothing about. I learned a lesson. One in which I am having to deal with daily. Some lessons are harder to learn than others.

Seems I am in heavy education mode for the last couple years. I disliked school and sadly I am not enjoying these days either. Wish I were smarter. Hopefully I will be soon.

Peace.