Rolling fog continues
Kinda nifty as the morning once again starts off with the view of thick fog. Another longer commute into clouds. However missing the rain and with all this fog the chill is throughout. Better than heat but would be nice a few degrees warmer.
A short day at work lies ahead. More work awaits me at home if I find the motivation I so need. I am hoping my need to be away will kick in soon and push me into the packing frenzy.
Finding way too much time on my hands where all I do is think. Needing other face to face adult companionship, badly. Unfortunately not all things come our way and one must figure out and escape route from the current dilemma.
Too needy is not a good trait and it is time to figure out where to put some of it. Find other outlets to absorb the evaluation processes that continue. Escape into a hollow space, where it is not needed. Believe in myself again. Find that trust and confidence that once kept me alive. Pour energy into the pieces that inspire not deplete. Seek that and the future will be found.
Peace.
A short day at work lies ahead. More work awaits me at home if I find the motivation I so need. I am hoping my need to be away will kick in soon and push me into the packing frenzy.
Finding way too much time on my hands where all I do is think. Needing other face to face adult companionship, badly. Unfortunately not all things come our way and one must figure out and escape route from the current dilemma.
Too needy is not a good trait and it is time to figure out where to put some of it. Find other outlets to absorb the evaluation processes that continue. Escape into a hollow space, where it is not needed. Believe in myself again. Find that trust and confidence that once kept me alive. Pour energy into the pieces that inspire not deplete. Seek that and the future will be found.
Peace.
posted by E at 7:07 AM
3 Comments:
Did I read that correctly? You wish it were a few degrees warmer?!
As for the rest, I wish there was a magic pill. But all you can do is to continue to put one foot in front of the other, and eventually you'll find yourself somewhere.
45-65 (even up to 70) is the perfect temperatures.
I need new shoes.
Big change has been a part of your life for quite some time now. Soon you'll be moving into a new house with big new responsibilities. Inner change, however, isn't happening quite so quickly. That's to be expected.
I believe that you'll figure it out. You're on the right track but it's not the one you expected to be on so things are scary and unknown. You'll get there though. Trust in yourself.
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