Rolling towards the weekend.

One in which alone will be the main focus. Perhaps a weekend of work. Definitely one of projects, otherwise a literal slug I will be.

Time to refocus on reading and writing. It's great that I realize that now if I could just follow through.

Living life in a manner of which I am not fond of has been my life over the last few years, time to pull it together despise ones self a little less and figure a way to overcome the complete lack of motivation. One has gotten use to wallowing and perhaps it is time to look in deeper and see that has brought forth nothing but more wallowing.

Life is not getting any easier and I and not getting any better mentally or physically. Hence time for a change. How to force that change is the key. Once I find the key I will need to search the halls for the door. The process seems daunting. Keep searching.

Peace.