The day of feasting is so close. Baked lots today. I do enjoy this with the kiddo. I can only hope someday she remembers it all and can try and take the tradition further with her kids.

Trying very hard to separate the day off with the stress of everything else around me. Doing better than I assumed and yet holding it all back feels like pressure cooking in my head. Doesn't actually matter in the end all the shit in the head will works itself out and non of it currently depends on me. Control is way out of my ability for it all anyway.