11/16/2004

Questioning things.

One must step back in life and look around.

Expectations...that may be the problem, one expects too much.

How to train oneself to not care, listen or not believe anothers words. A consistancy seems to be if we say this will happen Tues, what we really meant was when we want to it will happen.

Frustrated...oddly this issue is everywhere and in everything. So one must get the tools that some are equipped with to let it go and not bother caring.

Do others really not hear what they say? Do others really not consider the fact or at least comment on there inability to come there when repeatedly said they would?

I want to learn to not be bothered.

Frustrated...makes peace hard...but one must try, Peace.