2/15/2006

Sunrise

The mornings sunrise is a beauty. The oranges and pinks streak across the sky and reflecting the intense shine of the moon. Cold crisp clear day awaits. The mountains standing in the background waiting for the snows arrival (they say tomorrow).

Another work day. Each seems to challenge me to focus and find something worthy, with each previous day failing miserably. Never felt so completely incompetent at any point in my life. Life seems to be offering me all these challenges and all at once I am boggled as to what to do with them.

Reality is the wake up call that failure can be expected. One can hope not on the parts that truly count. In the end what is failure? Opportunity to knowledge and the ability to move forward. Wish it didn't feel so bad.

Peace.