Evening outline

The night unfolded slowly. As the day was wiped out completely by ones right to sleep the uncomfortableness away.

The ability to take bits of me was ever present this evening. So many realities seemed to come crashing down and leaving one with the concept of once again not understanding the complexity of it all.

So much to learn and I clearly do not comprehend it all. Feeling taken advantage of is not something I enjoy. Even when I myself allowed it to happen. Hurt by my own incapacity to stop the situation. Weakness clearly spikes.

Happiness surrounded me and yet none even grazed me enough to want me to join in. A blankness took hold except for this sense of awe. A want occurred that did not include any of these players. A view of an unreality within my own head struck me as sad. Leaving the moment dark.

The night continues soon enough Tuesday will arrive.

Peace.