Where did the time go?

Unanswered questions. Perhaps the idea of going back to work only forced it to seem fast. Each moment is as long as the last. I may have spent my time more memorably this last weekend, increasing the doomed thought that it is now over and back to work I go.

Even if they are not perfect to be able to get lost and enjoy is something within itself. The dread of another day and week at work is upon me. I am starting to realize and understand that all emotions tied up into this job are all within me to change. I must find that space that makes it okay to get up spend hours in a job that creates nothing but stress and disregard to who I am. I need to not care and get by.

So many people dislike their job. I over the last few years somehow found myself in that same position. Sadly I have been given reason in the last few months to consider the slim possibility that it will change. But alas another opportunity outside of my range has slipped away and I find myself in a familiar place.

Time to accept it and move on. Consider the well-being of myself and let it go. Do my best within the realm I am given and seek nothing more than the end of each day to escape.

Leaving me in that area of what I am escaping to. Emptiness and more unanswered questions.

Peace.