Monday returns.

As it does every week. Wonder why I think the same crap thoughts each week? Where did my enthusiasm go? Wonder when it will return?

I once again am my own worst enemy as I always have been. The lack of strength shines through daily and even more often.

A weekend of accomplishments that have been weighting the mind and yet nothing feels and clearer than it did before. How can that be? What will it take? Perhaps ones sense is lost. Every step falls into a pattern of selfishness that seems not to end.

Time for what, who knows?

Peace.