Day final post. Second event in this case was worse. Walked around a 22 acre park not to find the event at all. Ended up at the swings and wading pool.

Tired, a day of missed moments. Seemed absolutely perfect with my reserved approach to the whole thing. Planned means not. Prepare for dissappointment and let downs, life seems to continue to be so full of them.

Trying to move forward and leave my shell and learning why I like it more and more all the time. Leaving is harder to do all the time.

Tomorrow is a day off...yeah.