watching...

waiting for it to all come crashing down...when it does the relief my cold heart thought it wanted is saddened by the reality. Hurt and pain strikes through like a dull knife ripping as it goes. Where does one go now? To have someone else in the same space feels no better and does not numb me. How cruel that I would even want someone to feel this...guilt sets in.

Off to a corner...

May Peace arrive soon.