Late...and dizzy

Sadly not really tired. Will pay for that tomorrow I guess. Tonight though one can just let the darkness supersede it all.

The stillness is complete other than the ticking of the clock and the mind. Thoughts precede to fill the space up. The what if's and the why's seem to be gone and in their place lives the what now? or the what's next?

Why does one continue in wonder about the unknown? Protection...Curiosity...or the lack of understanding that it is impossible? Does it matter? No, not really one will do what one needs to see the moment for what it is.

Weekend lays ahead. No plans other than the usual household items. When is it time to step forward into life again, will I know or will I be ready? I am not really scared or fearful of the unknown. Weary and tired...gives one the sense of how one lacks strength. Time to pull from within, find the strength that exists in each of us. Step into the light. Feel the world once again. Eventually but not tonight.

Peace.