Early walk...

The sound of cars driving on wet pavement. Wind rustling wet leaves that still hang to the trees. Birds moving about as they slowly awake. Puddles splashing below my feet in the darkness. An odd sense of quietness all around.

Life is so odd. Somewhere in my brain I had an imaginary line that was drawn by vacation. A new path and more momentum were to come from it. Amazingly enough it did. Life is changing in leaps and bounds. In ways I never imagined. At this point the unknown is so large one cannot even make assumptions of good or bad.

Feelings inside are torn from their anchors. That part is sad, but the reality of the unknown lays ahead open to the whole experience. Holding on to the rope hoping for the best. It seems in life that things fall in patterns. Little pieces of change seem to shake the whole foundation.

Sometimes I wish we could brake and allow one piece to fall into place before shaking the entire puzzle up. But in my life things seems to be less structured. If work is changing then so is the rest of my life.

So one needs to see that change is good and has been needed. Vacation brought back the confidence and momentum I had been seeking. But somewhere along the way other opportunities that surround me were formed as well. Work, home, emotional, and physical all seem to be seeing a different light. Lets hope they become grounded soon within all this change.

Been a long week. Tired and hoping for Peace.