Routines

Sadly looking forward to going back to mine. Seems to be less time to think about all that is wrong while one is doing the usual.

Learning each day how far from where I want to be. More thinking is not what is needed right now. Acceptance of reality of where one is may be a good first step. Then move forward from there.

Been learning a lot about myself but more importantly a lot about how others are. I never truly thought about how people look at relationships whether they are sexual or platonic, however opportunity has been all around. This has left with me with knowledge and more to contemplate about how to carefully move forward and sideways. Looking for friends locally is not the easiest of endeavors for me. Hopefully success will come eventually, right now one is wary and overly cautious. Seen and felt enough brutality for this life. Looking forward to 2006 in hopes of new.

Peace.