Seeking...

What? Do I feel I am entitled to something? What is it that I seem so sure I need to find?

I live in a realm based off of reality and fiction. Do we all do this? The day to day workings of my life are boring at best and depressing in reality. I allow myself that realm of fiction holding out the hope that there is more of what I am not sure. I seem to have, what I have I am not sure exactly.

Want, I know this well. Need, I confuse this with Want frequently. Not sure it matters anymore since neither seems to be on any horizon in my view.

This brings me to acceptance of what is and what is not. Never being one that accepts that I find myself in a dilemma of reality and what that holds for me. Once again I think time for one to change the belief system of desired outcome.

Time for more learning and change.

Peace.