Another one slides by

Summer is at least at the halfway point if not further. I am hoping. Where does all this time go I am not sure but it seems to keep disappearing slowly.

I continue to add material crap to my life. Perhaps trying to solidify some real existence other than in the minds of folks at a distance or a small child. All it has accomplished for me is more of a sense of claustrophobia of nothingness and then of course it seems to add to debt stress. Hence not an effective method to feel better.

New concepts and methods are needed. Reality says exercise should be the next step. Now that my health has somewhat stablized. But I hate doing that and alone makes it worse, but in the end life is that, alone. So time to deal with it and move forward.