Haunted by thoughts.

Never ending mishmash of thoughts cross our path in a day. Some leave us with more to absorb and others wisk in and out without recourse. Why? Do we choose our thoughts? Do we control them? No, they happen, we certainly can add to them through interactions, decisions and choices but in the end our thoughts are going to come naturally and move us whether we want them to or not.

Thoughts with the inclusion of feelings are more complex then one may think. We cannot flip a switch and decide to only think about point A today. We as feeling beings process and think non-stop. Some more then others. Our goal should be to try and accept these thoughts and see what they are telling us. We may not always follow what we learn but each piece is information for our gathering minds.

I currently sit here and type away all these words that are moving to the front of my brain. And at this same moment I realize the birds are chirping loudly waiting for daylight to come, but I am overwhelmed with the thought of how truly quiet my world is leaving me in a space of loneliness. Of course there are many other thoughts running through as well...

The usual Friday what is on my schedule and how badly can work go today?
How guilty do I really feel about not getting my work done for my appointment today?
Damn this house is cold, should I turn up the heat or deal with it 'til tonight?
...and so on.

See thoughts carry each moment to the next. They are all important. Each of us have many do we share them with others...some, but the vast majority I think not. Why should we, many are tidbits or processing our moves into the next moment which are not really necessary to share and than many are way to close to our reality and truth for us to feel comfortable to share. Sometimes though certain thoughts persist and repeat themselves over and over...where do we take those?

Questions only ones self can answer. Honesty within our self is imperative, but not always forth coming. We question are thoughts but do we really want all the answers? Not always. Truth plays out in our minds and thoughts, but are we listening carefully? Do we only hear what we want to hear? We as a unique individual is the only one who knows that truth and if you really look within your answer lies inside. Each decision and choice is yours. Each path we walk upon is up to our self. Our thoughts are constant ways we seek our Truth, we can either listen or not.

Searching can be long and painful and in that same vain it can be adventurous and exciting. Opportunities lie within. Your mind offers them it is up to you to accept. Our thoughts haunt us; they challenge us to see what is out there. They never stop; they continue to feed us bits of life so one can continue to grow. Learn from your thoughts; see what they are trying to tell you. Accept them, move with them. There fluid ability is unique as it flows along our path changing constantly and giving us feedback to help us along the way. We may not always want our thoughts but in the end one must see them for the Truth they hold. Live life and feel all that there is to feel. Seek your Truth.

Peace.