Time to make them. Some are harder than others. Outcomes for them are unknown. Questions don't seemed answered. To rush them would only short change everyone involved.

My sense of reflection may not be what it should be. Who knows. Empathy, do I have any? Unchartered territory, always scary. Does one plan steps? Does one step forth and fall into the unknown. So much and stake and no play book to follow.

Maybe letting go of things I hold dear would help.